hmm.

Can you imagine the blow to self-esteem when you are the object of desire, being made to feel undesirable?

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Oct 2nd

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Yep.. it’s that time of year again. 

 

*sigh* 

 

Realizing this makes me kind of regret those 3 biscuits and 2 toaster strudels I basically made love to..

but I was so happy when I was eating them….

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Who am I anymore?

When did I start getting so much pleasure from food?

 

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Am I even in control?

 

 

This scares me. 

 

Why?

 

Because being a girl -in the month of October means “looking all cute for halloween”

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So this is all I will allow myself to eat.

Two atoms of Hydrogen & 1 atom of Oxygen.

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Eating clean, I usually do.. but I must remind myself

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^ lol

 

 

But really, this costume stuff.

 I just wanna be Pizza

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